ahhh taxidermy..

well, i have been getting myself situated here at my new home. its coming along great.

we just had a quaint little dinner/drinking party with friends. it was great, and i realized my alcohol limit. it was so nice to have people over at my own place and doing whatever the fuck i want to, drink, smoke, paint, and we did all of that. we have the best place ever.

anyways, i want to express my love for taxidermy, i'm a vegetarian and i love animals to death, even after death. its kind of a guilty pleasure to be loving taxidermy. i support it when it comes to not killing them for a purpose of. for example its fine if the animal is taxidermied after they have died of other causes that has nothing to do with the taxidermist.

im a sucker for natural history, but i believe me loving this kind of stuff makes me borderline hypocritic, but i don't know. i would never ever in my life hurt a living creature. ever ever ever ever ever, i swear my life on it.....but there's just something about a stuffed animal..

fuck this i don't know i need some input, carnivores and herbivores, give it to me straight!

i go to this glorious place on melrose to get my taxidermied goods and other weird shit.

www.myspace.com/necromancehollywood

or

http://www.necromance.com/

seriously this place is the shit, the store comes in two parts....pt. 1 (depends in what direction your going) the necromance objects de mort which are victorian, gothic shiz, old pictures, dolls, doll heads, jewlery (some real antiques), funerary jewlery, real human skulls (they are on kinda special order) cast skulls of small babies to adult size, absinthe gear, tarot, ouija, clothes, nazi paraphenelia, books, candles, old/new medical tools, and even a real ( i swear its real, it was made for believers back in the day) rotting away, very torn up vampire/werewolf killing kit. it has everything, i swear its real, go to the store and check it

and part 2. it the amazing necromance natural history, this place has all kinds of animal bones for reasonable prices, for all collecting/jewlery needs, bats, cats, sea life, bugs, hair pins made of bones and taxidermy, animal and sea life books, deer busts, buffalo skulls.

i bought a rabbit pelt, deer leg, antler, and seashell ring, seriously if you even like natural history, the place is worth a visit.

anyways, go obama!!! gosh, im real excited. this inauguration has been the most exciting and public and so heart felt, i've never felt this way about an election before. i just saw their first dance and it was just the sweetest thing. seriously i hope this will change the world. people were watching all over the world, everyone is watching. amazing.

we celebrated with a 'ethnic' food dinner while watching inaguration recaps.

then we realized something really creepy and scary. so ya'll know about 2012 right, of course.

well thats 4 yrs from now, and thats the length of a president's term

maybe on our last years on earth, the world can finally have some peace.

in high times

my heart is heavy.

and i have not stopped crying

i won't let your heart go where mine's been.

From the archives

a new shit poem i found,

as you see there is a sparkle in her eyes

but its only the tears that fill up full of lies

my life is nothing but misfortune

a great Greek bulding torn down

a orphan unloved

a girl that could've been

I have lost so much in my life, but there is not much to worry about.

so we just finally moved all our stuff in from everywhere else. godamn we were up till 3 in morn. unpacking shiz, but its a real trip having my own place. we're gonna have a dinner party tonite with cookies and spaghetti. mmmm

other than my life is still shit.

:)

love to you and your friends.

depression ensues.

oh gee.

im rummaging through lots of shit, trying to find a large amount of money i lost somewhere in my house. i have really bad memory and i subconciously drop things all the time. its destroying my life, to be dramatic. but really it sucks.

also im in the midst of packing things up to move which will be complete in about 2 weeks.

anyyywho....as i was looking through a mess i found a statement? i guess it can be poetic if i tried, but....in wrote this hours after a jason webley show that awed me.

don't read it in a poetic way because then it will suck ass. just a afterglow from the show.

EXCELSIOR

He played alone a long time ago.

Now he plays with three more.

He played about lonely men, incest and

other ways to love.

he reminded us that there's not a

step we can take that dosen't

bring us closer.

he pushed and pulled the song from his Regal accordian.

while alex scratches her viola, quilken hits his drums

and jherek makes love with his bass.

scratching sounds and harmonious drifts

loud pounding and banging.

the pulling and pushing of the Regal overpowers them all.

the sound of the people's feet across the cement ground.

these past nine years of my life.

they are the ones that matter here,

now.

his raspy alcohol tainted voice bring shudders

and fill hearts will love and admiration.

he returns the love and admiration

his fans give him with overwhelming

smiles that spread across his face every second.

he watches them like they

watch him.

well..

i decided to start posting blogs somewhere besides my myspace, which you can visit older ones here myspace.com/yourfake.

i feel progress but then i don't.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRkA6zugNMQ

he's great.

anyways.....

so i have made arrangements into moving out! ........ like 12 ft away in a pool house.. but seriously its a big change, cause this place is like it own little house soooo, its gonna be a big change. and my awsome friend piale is moving in with me, so im finally gonna have my own place ....it blows my mind, but its happening.

but i still need a motherfucking job and license.

well, this is as much i can utter right now. just an introductory to my new blog location.